I can't even be happy in my dreams...

A strange memory, like blurred and confused, I can barely breathe without realizing that nothing is real. I'm scared but I have no idea why and I'm in love without even knowing who. I can see your smile and I can hear your laugh I still don't know who you are and why you're there. Then I start to wonder if everything is real… I pinch my arm rub your eyes; Is this a dream?
I feel just as in real life, nervous, anxious and with all my doubts and fears... what the heck! if this is a dream, why can't I do what I want?. The more I despair the happier you are without even noticing that I'm by your side. Oh lord... wish this is a dream, please be a dream, please, please...